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man in the mirror

2009-06-27T06:20:02Z

RESPECT
R.I.P

yay!!

2008-02-19T06:23:07Z

I FINISHED MY SONNET!!!
thanks to jon who talked to me and convinced me that i could do it and i'm making it way harder than it needed to be.
it's pretty tight if i do say so myself.
haha

wow wow wow i can't do this

2008-02-18T16:55:35Z

someone write this sonnet for me.
i seriously can't do it.
haha

yeah..i'm in need

2008-02-13T05:59:30Z

duude i seriously need some ass.
i decided against the whole FWB thing. not because it's a bad decision but because the guy was wrong.
but yeah i'm horny..

anyway. my fuckin boss is pissing me off. she needs to get her shit together because erin should not be doing her job for her.
so today at work this girl smelt like ass, feet, throw up and dirty fish and she completely changed my attitude. i was happy and shit and then i smell her when i'm handing her some shoes and i was pissed after that. the rest of my night was ruined because of her.

so lisa babygirl i love you but you gotta let that boy go. i know you love him and you two have been through so much together but honestly. adam isn't the same boy he was when you fell in love with him and by what i heard and noticed tonight he's not worth it. fuck that rachel bitch i'll beat her ass and i'll beat adam to if he wants some. lisa you're beautiful, you're NOT FAT!, i don't know how many times i gotta tell you that, and any guy would be lucky to have you. so please leave that boy alone.

well i think was of my closest friendships is fucked up now over a kiss. hopefully it can be fixed. damn duude i wrote all this so i could get my mind off sex but it didn't help. i still need some ass. haha

i'm ready to beat some ass

2008-02-09T23:08:11Z

all this week i wanted to just fight somebody.
now i think i'll be able to.
some bitch rachel is gonna get her ass beat for fuckin with my girl lisa.
it's black history month so i can be pissed and no one can say anything.

questions for you guys

2007-12-30T16:45:21Z

if you could bring any dead famous person back to life for a day who would you pick?

i think i'd pick

sweatermonkeys @ 2007-12-29T11:34:00

2007-12-29T17:44:58Z

so yesterday i spoke to my sister.
no not my little sister antonette but my half sister destiny.
she called me because our dad sent her a christmas card and he put my phone number in it.
she had been wondering about me and always asking out me.
it was cool, because she wanted to know everything that there was to know about me.
she's 13 now and the last time i had seen or spoke to her was when i was probably 8.
she doesn't really remember what i look like but she has a picture of me she said that she keeps in a box.
she asked me about all our other half brother and sisters but i could only tell her about that ones i knew something about.
it was so interesting to speak with her because it was like meeting someone you never met before.
her mother had just passed away last year and she's taking it real well.
she's a really cool girl and i told her she can call me whenever she wants to.

sweatermonkeys @ 2007-12-27T11:37:00

2007-12-27T17:39:24Z

why everyone i called on christmas and yesterday didn't answer the phone?
this break is gonna suck if i don't hang out with anyone.
so far the only person i saw was brental....COME ON PEOPLE!!

sweatermonkeys @ 2007-12-26T11:31:00

2007-12-26T17:33:14Z

okay i'm driving my car today. so who's chillin?
i'm working at pac from 2 til 6 so meet me there if ya wanna.
my phone's cut off so don't bother calling. my housephone number is 873 4848..

sweatermonkeys @ 2007-12-23T16:16:00

2007-12-23T22:19:54Z

so i've been working a lot lately and i really don't have a problem with it.
i love my job. i'm saving money anyway. i gotta pay my phone bill though && i need some shoes.

so i really don't like msl anymore. i can't wait to be outta there. i really don't wanna go to college either. i don't what the hell to do with my life.

i'm glad all the folks are home for the holidays. i saw a few today...fuc man i'm tired, i just got off of work so i'll write more once i wake up from my nap.

so...

2007-12-14T04:15:47Z

yeah i'm not so sure what's going on between harley and myself. i guess i'll find out soon. he's acting so strange. i'm over the games..

confuzzed

2007-12-12T23:32:23Z

yeah...i realize that i don't want to be in a relationship and i really don't need to be.
BUT i love harley so much and i don't want to lose him.

i have no idea what to do.

haha this shit is tight...

2007-12-12T14:50:29Z

man i miss lj.
haha.
harley was trying to make me feel dumb because i said i was going back to lj. he was down talking it.

well fuck that.

speaking of harley, him and i are pretty much done. i don't really know what's going on between us but we kinda broke up last night and then we didn't. i'm confused but when i figure out what's up with us i'll update.

hmmm....what to write..

oh, i'm come to the realization that i don't want to go to Madison for college, and i know that's stupid of me because i'll get my tuition paid for but i juist feel that that's not the school for me. i don't know maybe my mind will change. so far i've gotten accepted to UWM(duh..), Lane(in Tennessee) and Tennessee State. I don't think i'll be going to any of those though.

i was reading a lot of my old lj posts and i realized that i used to be a lot more fun and when i think of how i am now i'm fucking boring. i used to hang out with my friends and go to parties and just fucking chill and now i'm always at home, waiting for harley. duude i think i need to be single just so i can be fun again. i feel like i'm married. urgh. fuck i'm boring.

wow...

2007-12-11T19:22:28Z

i had totally forgotten about this shit...

new shoes

2007-02-08T23:56:17Z

theses are the cutest flats evar..

i should be a shoe photographer...

for those of you who don't know

2007-02-04T22:09:16Z

i got a job.
at DSW.
pretty good for it being my first job ever.
i start on wednesday so now i'll be able to pay for my TBS, SKSK, and Br& New tickets.
yay concerts.
haha.

tell me who's the warden

2007-01-31T03:09:08Z

i swear if the warden doesn't chill out i will be forced to kill her.
i'll do us all a favor.
how are ya gonna say it's based on effort but tell me i need more effort, and that my effort isn't good enough?
URGH!!
i swear the warden is gonna be gone in the next week.
don't forget i'm the mafia.

who wants to chill with me and God?

2007-01-14T21:14:24Z

yeah so today i went to church like always.
if you haven't notcied i've been going to church and church related things lately.
since november.
i don't know why i just felt like i needed to renew my faith.
i always believed but i wasn't a practing christian.
i've been feeling alot of really bad stuff lately and every time i go to church those feelings and problems go away and i feel happy again.

so on the 21st to the 24th there's this thing at my church for the youth and what not.
my pastor told me to invite my friends to come with me.
so i'm asking anything if they wanna come with me come.
it's after school at like 6 or 6:30.
call me up if ya wanna.

peace be with you, and also with you....hahaha DANE COOK!

no one wants to hear this

2007-01-13T16:07:39Z

no one wants to hear that they are the reason soemone's day sucked.
i couldn't sleep last night because of that.
i felt extra bad.
AND he wouldn't even tell me what i did.
i don't think i did anything.
oh well.

yesterday was my brother's birthday.
andrae came over to wish him a happy b-day.
it was fun.
haha.
the first time in a long time i hung out with somebody outside of school.

this is a note to rebeca ortega

2007-01-11T22:57:19Z

please bring my man tomorrow or i shall cry because it'll be a whole other weekend without him.
*sigh*
hahaha.
this is just a reminder but you probably already put it in your bookbag.

guess what guys

2007-01-11T21:36:38Z

i have a new boyfriend.
his name is donavan.
hahahahaha.
ain't that right mama j and eric?

boys are lame

2007-01-10T03:06:17Z

seriously.
boys annoy me.
they need to make up their minds.
urgh!
all boys are the same anyway.
there are a few different ones out there, but they're hard to find.

ehh what are ya gonna do?

i can't wait til i'm old enough..

2007-01-08T01:02:52Z

so i can do whatever i want.
i'm sick of not being able to do something because my ma says no and that's the only reason behind it.
it's very very frustrating.

urgh!

new year. new start.

2007-01-04T02:39:58Z

duude
when i sit back and look at the people i consider to be my friends
and people i feel love me.
i see that most of them could give two shits about me.
i talked with jasmine and she told me something and then i thought of all my friends
or people i think are my friends.
i bet most of them don't really like me.
idk duude.

this year my new years resolution is to not try as hard anymore to be friends with people.
if they wanna be my friend then they'll show me that they do and then i'll give a damn about them.

w.e i just hate high school shit.

well since everyone else is doing it i might was well..

2007-01-02T17:37:39Z

haha..
i know that's a lame reason but i'm bored so what the hay?!

so in 06 a lot happened to me. let's see..

Winter (Jan. & Feb.):

for some reason i remember i owned in the first semmester exams.
i know i'm lame.
i finally got to go to Germany this year. best trip ever, seriously. if i could live those two weeks over again i would do everything the same.

Spring:

i started the year in a relationship that i started in like 8th grade, and that ended in May. sad but it was time for that to end for good.
i grew up a lot this year.
i think that's another reason why brent and i broke up.
i made a few new friends, and lost a couple but hey it's high school it's exspected to happen right?
not that many people continue to be friends after high school.
only those ones that really care.

but anyways back to 06 recap.

Summer:

this summer was my BEST so far.
i swear i usually can't wait for school to start but this year i wanted the summer to last waaayy longer.
started out with me chillin with "the group" as jasmine calls it everyday until i had to leave for madison.
i finally got to go to warped tour.
got myself a new boyfriend, who is a pretty tight kid.
haha.
madison kicked so much ass this year even though at the time i would of rathered been in milwaukee.
i got to share a room with beck which, even though we butted heads a few times was soo fun.
i was on THE best floor with the most amazing girls.
DEEDEE is THE BEST mormon evar and i wish she lived in milwaukee and not in the kesha.
but coming home i was so so so happy.
i hung out with fun people.
there was german fest.
there was the firework.
as much as i hate the mall, i was there a lot.
i can't describe how much fun it was but just know it was great.
haha.

FALL:

started school, i was fine with it after awhile.
missed my old school buddies.
started AP US History which scared the shit out of me.
had my 17th birthday.
halloween was fun too.
haha.

Winter (Dec.):

i HATE decembers.
a few people know why.
&& i got broken up with.
but new years eve changed a few things for me.

so we'll see how this this plays out.
should be fun..